* ain't no denyin' what's real.

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So my birthday is in four days.. Finna be legal right quick! el oh el. I don’t think i’ll be in wichita for my 18th tho. My brother in law’s coming home tonight and then the big ol’ moving truck is coming tomorrow.. Which means packing’s finna start HELLLAAA. Eh.. It’s pretty official that the house in houston is bought so yeah.. This time it’s for sure lol.

Homecoming was aight.. Til the slow songs came on :( The funnest part was probably getting ready lmao. I loved doing my hair and my makeup. For once, i thought i was looking prettyyyy damn fine ;D LOL. I should get ready like that more often. It boosts my confidence on the reals.

I’m in a rush to leave.. To have my new life. Not because i wanna leave my main friends behind.. It’s like i’m running away from my problems and fears. Telling myself that maybe if i leave? I can forget about some shit here.. But i know it ain’t gonna happen. I know leaving won’t allow me to forget what i wanna forget. & for some reason i still hold onto it.

I hope Houstons good to me..