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121009; December December December.
Going by quite fast. Happy Birthday to all the December folks :)
— I’ve lost back my 2lbs that i gained recently. Now i’m working on some more weight loss. I hope it goes well. If not then i’ll be forced to go the city with my sister and brother in law and i DO NOT want that to happen. He’s gonna drive me mental.
— I went to this so called fortune teller thing. It’s a dead girl that transfers into a live person’s body to talk to you. At first i was quite skeptical.. But it didn’t hurt to try. First thing she said was that there’s this guy who really really likes me, possibly loves me and has been after me for awhile and hasn’t given up yet and he’s unwilling to give up. But i don’t really like him, i just think of him from time to time and miss him here and there. I asked her how old he was, and she said twentytwo. I was in complete shockkk. Why? Cause she was right. There is a twentytwo year old dude that’s been after me. Persistent one. It’s this on and off feeling.. I hate that shit. Next thing she told me is that i struggled in school this year which was right. She said i’m more worried about my love life then my school/future. Bad to admit, but yeah it’s true. She told me to not worry about that kind of thing at this time because i’m still young. She said i’d be good in business.. seeing how yeah, my family has always been in business. I flipped some more cards.. She said there is this guy around/about my age.. He’s been loving me for awhile. But he kept it a secret.. I sat there tryna figure out who it can be but i can’t think of anyone. Now why would someone who talks to me, wouldn’t want to tell me he loves me? I mean i talked to a lot of people, but there were only so many dudes that i was close to that could know me on a level and be able to love me. EH. Said my family is rich and i’m spoiled LOL. I mean sure.. to a certain extent hahah. I told her i want to be a surgeon, and she said i have to work really hard or else i wont succeed. I might get married at the age of twentytwo. LOL. Young much? I can’t think of anything else she told me.. But yeah that’s most of it.
— I really miss all my friends. I wish i can see you guys. The fun we would have. The depression we would forget. The joy we would receive just being around each other. I can’t wait til the day we reunite again. ONESEVENNiNE.
— Why is it that i still dream about you til this day? I said i was done and over this so long ago, yet it’s still lingering inside of me. I see your name everywhere, your pictures everywhere. It makes my heart ache and it feels as if it’s being pulled. My neutral/happy feeling turns into depression and i start to think about our past.. Do you ever think of me? I miss you so damn much. I can’t help but wonder what’s been going on in your life. You probably don’t even think of me. I thought being far far away in distance would help. But with even the thousand miles away, you’re never gone in my heart. I hate you for this. I hate you. Why can’t you just go away..?
