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January 10 2010

011010 deyamn 2010;

I’ma start by telling about my weird dream from the other night and last night :)

Dream from other night:

It started off so nice. I was huggin’ this guy and he was huggin’ me back, makin’ me feel somethin’ i ain’t felt in a real long time. That warmth of a guy around physically. The thing is? He had a girl. But he said he was in love wit me and i told him to break it off wit her if you truly meant that. That bitch is psycho tho. She be stalkin’ him hella crazy and shit. She chased him down and found him wit his boys at the park and i was kickin’ it there too. Of course we ain’t ever speak about our secret love.. For some reason she kept gettin’ real hyped wit me gettin’ loud and shit. I brushed it off but she was still talkin’ head. I start cussin’ her out and beatin’ the shit out of her. HAHAH. Bitch was trippin’. The dream flashed, and i apparently was at some carnival i think? I don’t know.. But i saw Diana and some other bitch she was wit. When she went passed me she yelled out bitch real loud.. I didn’t even reply. Shit hurted. My dream went from great to shit.

Dream from last night:

At first i was playin’ cards and i kept winning money. Then i gave most of it to my mom. Then some random guy comes and asks about the couches so he can take them. And i had to go ask my brother in law where they were so i can show him where.. weird. Then later i went around the house and it was some creepy ass house man.. Like it was brokedown in one room and the next was some nice ass lounge room with a pool table. I went into another room and it looked straight like that room off of SAW 5. Had one of those laying tables for patients and the room was straight metal. Creepy. My brother in law was sleepin’ on it and i asked him a question about the couches so then i told the other dude where to get them. Then apparently on the pool table i had played some kind of game and won all these pets? Animals? I have no idea. These two little bugs that were purple, furry, and had decorations on them kept hella shocking me when i tried touching them. Then these two mice kept running around and when i ran after them, one got out and then i accidently stepped on the other mouse’s tail and every time i tried to swing him off he just swung with my shoe that he was stuck too.. It kinda pained me cause i felt like i was hurtin’ him. Lol.. Well i pulled him off and let him go. Then another part of the dream, i felt my buck tooth was breakin’ off at the bottom. So i opened my mouth; looked in the mirror and saw that the two main teeth was hella gappin’. Wtf? I pushed them back together but it still looked crooked and fucked up. They was bout to fall out.. There was a hole in my gum at the top of my left buck tooth. I said i had to go to the doctors or else my shit’s gonna fall out. My family said when you see teeth in your dreams it’s really unlucky.. EH.

Thoughts that cross my mind throughout the day:

  • I can’t believe we ain’t coo no more.. 10 years?
  • You’re so fuckin’ cute and i don’t know if you sendin’ me mix signals or you’re just being respectful. Since i am considered your ‘aunt’.. LOL. But today i told you it’s weird when you call me that cause i don’t really know you like that.. You just laughed and did your cute little smile. Makes me feel warm when you smile. I think i like you..
  • I hate it when you have to pee really fuckin’ bad but when you sit down on that fuckin’ toilet, only a couple drops come out.   -_-“
  • I really want some fuckin’ BWW, REDROBIN, & MCDONALDS!
  • I still have a lot of weight to lose =/ My losing weight progress is slowing down hella..
  • Fuck i’m gettin’ my double chin back from takin’ too many fuckin’ naps this past week. FUCKFUCKFUCK!
  • I miss my mommy & doggy. I feel bad for mom since i might stay back in VN for another month.. I know she misses me and my sissy.
  • I wanna go back to the dubbb.
  • I feel empty. I feel alone. Lonely.
  • I want a boyfriend. I want that comfort.
  • I wonder how my futures gonna be.
  • Life’s unpredictable.
  • I hate when i go out in public and people either stare or laugh and whisper. Just STFU yeah i know i’m fuckin’ OBESE, get the fuck over it already !!
  • When i come back, i’ma own my shit, nigga. Maybe even yours? ;)
  • I wonder how Thien’s doing.. I miss him.
  • I wonder how Diana’s doing.. Does she regret the lost of our friendship?
  • I love Valerie & Lauren!<3 I miss them.
  • I needa shit. LMAO.
  • I listen to music everyday so it soothes my mind and doesn’t make me think about shit.

2010; That fortune teller said whatever i do this year? I will accomplish successfully<3 Let us hope for that.

 

SORRY THIS WAS HELLA LONG. I DON’T UPDATE OFTEN SO I HAVE A LOT TO SAY WHEN I DO UPDATE.