* ain't no denyin' what's real.

It is what it is.

All those lies you told. The sincerity in your voice. I believed it all. Come to find out, i was NOTHING to you. You amaze me. Words cannot even describe how appalled i am. You had my trust. I put my insecurites, doubts, and true feelings out on the line. You assured me that i was just trippin’ and thinkin’ too much that what we had was real. We was takin’ it slow. I know it ain’t been too long.. But it was a relationship i was looking forward to oh so much. Lies on top of lies on top of LIES. How did you do it?

It hits me most from the moment i hit my bed, to the moment i wake up. I even feel it in my sleep. Like someone reminding me.. how shitty i feel, and that it is all real. That it did happen. You played me damn hard, and damn well. Thanks for giving me high hopes.

My hands shake, and my eyes water. I still can’t believe it happened to me. But who’s complaining, cause i can’t even imagine how she feels..