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May 4 2010

13 more days;

Until i get to see all my friends in wichita <3 I’m so fuckin’ excited words can’t even explain. It’s been awhile since i’ve been on tumblr so why don’t i just update my life! Been shopping around for clothes & shiettt. Gotta get outfits for the graduations, parties, and clubbing! :D AWH SHIET! I’m so fuckin’ hyped about it.. Even tho it’s only gonna be for a week :( Much better than nothing! So many things to do, people to see, places to be! That week is gonna go by fast. I’ma be makin’ it into town RIGHT ON GRADUATION DAY!! This trip is the only thing i’m looking forward to right now. Can’t wait to reunite with my bestfriends, see everyone else,  & see my old house again. The only thing i’m not looking forward to? Is going home.. wondering when the next time i’ll see everyone again… From then? my life is.. going back to where it was. Sad.

WORK. So when i first got that job at Rack Room Shoes? Yeah they told me i’d only work like 5 - 10 hours. It started bumpin’ up. & now i work 50 hours a week. Stackin’? Hell no. All these bills to pay. I enjoy my job tho. Just not the long hours. I love my managers :) They always know how to cheer a girl up. Fuckin’ niggas always got me laughin’!

ARMY. Sooooo, i’m not joining the air force anymore. I’m officially enlisted in the army and i’m leaving for basic training on Sept. 28th. Crazy huh? I’m super excited yet scared at the same time.. I can’t  believe i’m done with the asvab, the physical, & pickin’ my job. I’m going to be a health care specialist! My life is going to start soon..

The hurt from awhile ago has  been fading. I think of you from time to time. I catch myself smiling because i’ll think of a cute moment we had, but following that smile is a frown because i am then reminded of what you did to me. Sometimes the “realest shit” turn out to be fake. I’ll get over it.. eventually. Karma should be on it’s way.

& you.. You talk to me when it’s convenient. When you need something. Tellin’ me all these lies. You don’t care for me, you’re just like that otha nigga. You do me wrong not replyin’ to my call or texts. & you wanna get mad at me because you “thought” i didn’t say hi back? Tellin’ me i’m bein’ disrespectful & all this bullshit. Well baby, you needa taste of your own medicine. I hate bein’ mean to you cause it just don’t feel right. I guess i just ain’t heartless like i hope to be. I want you to feel what i feel, do you the way you do me. But i’m not cruel like you.. Your cute face won’t fool me anymore.. I hope..

  1. hello-angelaaa said: im looking forward to seeing you, nga :)<3
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